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More than expected

One rule in life is to always be careful what you wish for. When casting spells and brewing in the cauldron, be specific. Be very specific. But at the same time- be careful. Be very, VERY careful.  Since finding my hearts freedom I have subconsiously been longing for someone to fill the void.   There has been a person in my life for several years now. Someone I didn't speak to often, but when we did it was strictly business.  We joked, we jest, but nothing has ever come of it. Not until recently and I honestly can't really remember how this crazy mess all got started. There are so many ironies in the crossing of our paths, it is incredible. Stunning at times and often quite difficult to grasp, then all of a sudden it flows together so well. I longed for him. And without even knowing it- I called for him. Now that he is finally here, there are times I have tried to shut him out, push him away and fear he isn't what I had thought. Until I had so recently realised what

Unchained

Long ago I gave my heart to a man Once upon a time Little did I know that my best interests Were not what he had in mind He bound my heart in ways unforseen Encircled with a chain Disguised it came presented as a gift For his memory to remain In time it revealed the truth it held my heart it had enslaved But I held him dear and loved him so His presence I so craved. Years had passed and time went on The memories they faded My heart still bound by the chain My perception fogged and jaded Until the day it finally happened I heard from him no more My heart had been released of his grip and was free upon the shore His grip was loosened the chain slipped off The burden had been eased My mind slipped back to happier times My heart was quite relieved It came off with a fling almost unnoticed It sailed off unseen To land somewhere upon the earth Amid the grasses green I've no desire to find the chain nor the man who gave it I enjoy the peace I h